i’ve been a lot of places and i have come to find only stupid people are breeding.
most amazing dream ever
so I had this dream last night about me and a friend (whom I never met in real life) were out really late. We lived near the ocean, I think it was mexico, and we went swimming in the most beautiful ocean ever. Neither of us had to come up for breath. It was like we were mermaids. It was so beautiful. The moon light hitting the water was gorgeous. I was a really fast swimmer too. It was like a...
I feel so lost
I hate feeling this awful sadness. I have never felt something so fiercely. It’s like my heart is on fire and being stabbed with a million shards of glass and being hit with a hammer. Everyone’s heart is broken, why did this have to happen?
going to meet my relatives from Greece tomorrow!
I have never met them before, I am really excited!
Shit is fucked.
So I was painting quietly, listening to Black Sabbath (Sabotage) and then all of the sudden out of nowhere, I broke. I got really fucking pissed off and broke my paintbrush in half, threw it on the ground, hit the wall, stomped into the bathroom and started breaking things. I was just screaming obscenities and screaming nonsense. My grandmother thought I was hurt so she tried to come in but I just...
I don't want anything anymore.
I don’t want anything anymore I don’t need anything. The questions, the visits, the comments just make me see, how cruel the world is when you love to infinity. I just want happiness that’s what we all want, right? To be warm at night until the sun comes back up and fights. The naive adolescent sleeps in it’s cage, while its heart is contently full of rage, ...
What the hell did you leave for me, Dad?
Daddy’s flown across the ocean, Leaving just a memory A snapshot in the family album Daddy, what else did you leave for me? Daddy, whatcha leave behind for me? All in all it was just a brick in the wall All in all it was just bricks in the wall.
am i crazy
if i say my cat is me in cat form?
Anonymous asked: Dear Carmel you seem very talented and have a good eye for the unknown. I do wonder in such a mind like yours, what is it you are most prideful of?
i will be posting more soon. this will mainly be an art page of my stuff, right now its just a average tumblr.
joey: i have the urge to have sex with you when i come over. me: as much as i want to be sexed up, i am too sick. when will you get here? joey: in about a hour. i can take care of you when i get there. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3